Trust.

“Trust in the LORD with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths.”

Proverbs 3:5-6

Sometimes my life gets way too out of control. I like to have things my way, and SOLELY MY WAY. I felt that way ever since my mom’s death. Nothing ever fell back the way they were supposed to, or how I wanted them to.

This morning, I came across a letter addressed to me. It was from her.

I know I’ve been in my own little bubble. Doing my own thing. Not saying much to anyone. Mainly, it’s because I know that no one will ever, EVER know what I have been through and currently am going through. The coping process is taking longer than I thought it would have. But I’m ready to live again.

I need to learn to let go and let God. In every decision, I will seek God’s will first before proceeding. I will ACKNOWLEDGE His presence and His plan for me.